We are a week away from opening for Inspired Soul Dancewear.
We are 3.5 months away from Dance in Transit.
and not a break in site.
The good news is that I can honestly say I am living the dream. I get up when I want, I don;t have many time constraints during the day, but at the end of the day my work is done, and it is normally done with me, still in my sweats, probably from my couch, and 9 times out of 10 with a good movie on. I work on weekends and holidays which i LOVE because I would much rather be on holiday on some idle Wednesday than spend it on the freeway with everyone else. PLUS, I can blog when I want, and as long as I stay active and can show things for it, than I'm A-ok!
And most importantly, I still have time for dance.
Isn't that nice? For the first time In life I think I can say I am not looking at any past or future more so than I am right now. In school you are trained to Live for vacations, but looking back on life I sometimes wish I hadn't written a few of those papers with summer in mind. Sure they were good papers, but I wanted nothing more than to finish with them and dance in the grass outside or lay by the pool. I OF COURSE still have the most anal looking to do list, and am always looking toward the future to improve, but sitting here in my silent house, I can honestly say things are working out. So why is it called "exactly half" well, If you can recall back to the beginning of this year when I first graduated, I spent more time mourning or not here at all because I was scouring Craislist for a decent job. And now I have it. I once had a teacher who told me that the glass is neither half full or half empty, it is exactly half. I like to think that my journey to this point, the beginning of June, was more on the negative side, more negative than I would have preferred, anyways. And now today, I can honestly call it, and look forward too the positive rest of the year that will make this exactly half
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